Light starts to leave
My eyes grow heavy with darkness
Space empty and dark
Alone
Waves of sadness reach the shores of my mind and heart
Beautiful memories of things that could have been settle with pain
Desires hit a wall
Joy gets pulled out of my body
Energy fades as darkness grows
Emptiness
An ever consuming black hole requires the daily distractions of life
Too big to be true
Too painful to look at
Expressions find words, find ways, find lives, find meanings
No place for all
Struggle deep within
No safe home found, no true meaning, no true connection
What then to live for?
What then to aim for?
What then to do?
Maybe tomorrow